Tired and Uninspired April 1, 2008
Posted by Cai in F.Y.I, Life, Rants, Thoughts.trackback
Well, it’s a pity that i can only attach the pre-chorus and chorus. Play this piece with melancholy, press the sustain/damper pedal at the start of each bar seems to be able to achieve better effects, that’s just my two cents by the way.
I woke up today having an urge to play this piece badly partly because it’s April fool’s day, and the foolishness seem to grab hold of my mental state.
Happy April fools’ day people before it slip my mind like for everything else, anyhow it’s actually a good day to confess to someone you love.
If it turns out well, well done, i’m happy for you.
If it turns out bad, like the rejection kind of scenario, just use April fool as a cover up. Tension eased, awkwardness discounted, and viola, back to square one. You can always insert another coin for second try in future, a year later i would suggest, but by then a new challenger would have arrived.
On a more serious tone, today, annually reminds me of someone, somewhere and the earth beneath my feet. My mind’s like a big twirl of unpacked wires, trying to coil them up causes dead knots on the others, but i can’t help being anal. The need of details, order and the perfection part of me is absolutely soul leeching. Somehow, i want everything to come to a standstill, so i can rearrange all my priorities and untie the nitty gritty knots in life with snail speed.
I don’t want to spend my life on trial for something that i did not do. And maybe if you stopped and looked around some time, i wouldn’t pass right by you. Maybe it’s because you are so insecure, maybe your plain don’t care. Maybe it’s the chase that really gets me off, i fall so when it’s just not there.
Not seeing the rest of you is getting the best of me. It’s such a shame that you shot me down, it would have been nice to be around.
Burn another bridge, break another heart. Try again, it will only fall apart.
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Hey, all i can say is that is that you dont need everything to come to a standstill etc, you just need to be patient and i am sure that everything will fall into place one day.
whoa, this is rare, and is this a april fool joke? hahahaha, better not be. thanks for your concern anyway, i’m just hoping i could do alittle more mind control.